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Tuesday, 13 December 2011

wahaha. .the memories.

while i was deleting my yahoo mails, i found this one email yg agak menggamit memori. uhh sila2. lihat.


LOVE AND FAITH
            That night, nothing was heard, just the sound of crickets singing lullaby to the young ones. It was a foggy, freezing night and I was sitting alone in my red, cosy wooden kennel. This gloomy night had only one source of dim light – the white, crescent moon. I was lonely, feeling like living on Mars without any other residents living with me. Andrew was not in as he already left earlier in the evening. I saw him with his brown Prada hand luggage but I could not get to know where he was heading for. I was giving signs to let him know that I wanted to accompany him but he ignored me. I felt disappointed and had my body laid down in my own kennel alone. He left me nothing but a bowl full with my favourite food. “How could he leave me alone?“I cried silently. I slowly closed my eyes and all the memories of the past crashing back.
            I used to live in a small box near a park. I did not have any owner. My mother gave birth to me and she left me alone, so I learnt to live by myself. Every evening, I would play with my friends in the park and I did the same on this particular day. A girl with her fiancée had their walk there and saw me playing with my friend. She sat on a bench there and threw some pieces of bread to us. I, who was starving at the moment, grab the food and ate them. I decided to ask for more so I went towards her. She gave me the sweetest smile I had ever seen and she gave me the whole bread that she had in her hand at that time after breaking them into small pieces. I was very excited as if the world was mine. She patted on my back and at last, I had the whole evening spent with them. Her fiancée was a very kind man who loved dogs too. His fair skin made him look very nice and lovely. She called him Andrew. Before they went back, I overheard their conversation about taking me home. As the girl already had dogs at home, they decided that Andrew should take care of me. After that, Andrew came to me and lifted me up. “You’re coming with me, boy!” he said. Along the way home, I could sense the love and warm in him. Deep in my heart, I extremely hope that my life would be happier with him.
            He lived alone and had no one to accompany him, so I then became his only best friend to talk to. Every evening, Andrew would take me for a walk around his neighbourhood and we would play our ball together. We spent so many quality time together and we could never be apart. There had never been once he left without me. He would always take me with him wherever he went. There was an incident that made him had his faith in me. A burglar was trying to break into the house when I was about 4 years old. With my own hazel eyes, I saw the burglar hit Andrew on his head, leaving a trail of blood on the floor. I saw Andrew in pain and I got totally angry. I gritted my teeth in silent anger and soon started to chase the burglar. The man swayed his bat to hit me but I managed to avoid it. Quickly, I bit his leg and he screamed at the top of his voice, crying in pain. He left our house immediately without even taking a single coin with him. Andrew was so proud of me and he praised me for my bravery. We became closer after the incident and we spent more time together. He did also bring me to his favourite place, a train station where he can look at trains. Andrew loved to look at trains and he also loved the situation at the station, where family bond were strengthen, friends were reunited and people meet new people.
            I opened my eyes and it was already morning. As usual, the newspaper vendor would throw newspapers to houses and it was my job to fetch them for Andrew. But this morning was a very different morning. I heard no voice calling my name in the morning and no voice calling me to bath. So, the day started with a very weak spirit. As it was my routine, I went to get the newspaper and put it near the door. Suddenly, as I dropped the New Strait Time’s newspaper on the floor, I saw the picture of Andrew’s favourite train station on the front page of the newspaper. For some reasons, I could not get myself believe that Andrew was leaving me. After looking at the picture, out of the blue, I got an idea. “I will take this newspaper to him. He will be very happy with me. I know, and I believe he’s there.” I said to myself. Without wasting any second, I grabbed the newspaper and headed to the station.
            As it was the only train station in town, I could see different kinds of people from so many places there. There were so many people going in and out of trains. I could see happiness and sadness in their faces. Some were waving to each other while some were hugging the others. But still, this one figure of man I had been searching for had not appeared. I tried my best to look for this man whom I loved and missed so much but I failed. “Is he really going to leave me? I’m loyal to you, where did I go wrong?” I cried bitterly. The trust and faith I had earlier faded away. Slowly, I paced my paws and decided to have my journey home. Suddenly, I heard a voice calling for me. “Rooney!” Andrew ran towards me and hugged me. I was so happy to see Andrew there. “Why in the world are you here and how did you come here by yourself? Did you think that I was going to leave you? Silly dog! Of course not, you are the best friend I’ve ever had. I was sending my mother back to her house and I had to stay there for the night. I’m sorry I couldn’t bring you along. My mother is allergic to dogs fur.” I smiled at him and whispered, “Thank you for being loyal too, Andrew.” We went home and played our favourite ball together.

AINNUR ATIRA MOHAMMAD SERI (5P/SET A)
JASLINDA JAMALUDDIN (5U/SET B)
NUR AMIRAH NABILAH SHABUDIN (5E/SET B)
NURUL NADIA ZULKARNA’IN (5E/SET C)
NAJIHA MD. ROSLI (5I/SET D)
FARAH WAHEEDA ARSHAD (5U/SET F)


hoho. xsangka jumpe balek. :) ouhh guys. thnx for that awesome essay. :D i'll keep this :) hopefully korg dh dpt email tu.

astaghfirullah..

hari ni mood nk ckp psl this one girl yg sdg heboh diperkatakan sana-sini. 
hurmm should i mention her name?? naaahh xpayah kot.
sbb kalau aku cte sket je psl dye ni, MAYBE rmai yg dh tahu or dpt agak, spe minah ni sbnrnye.
ntahla. nk kata dye ni lawa, hurm. bole la.
tp cara dye mengeji org2 lain tu yg aku xberapa nk berkenan tu.
she's a christian. and she's proud of it. bgus la.
mcm aku. muslim. and i'm proud of it too.
agama msing2 kan?? xde sape nk halang. btol x??
jd sebok jugak laa dye agung2kan JESUS and so on. aku xkesah smua tu.
hak msing2. agama msing2. aku hormati agama smua org.
in fact, aku pon ade rmai kwn christian. aku syg gle kt dorg tu. dh mcm adik kakak aku sndiri.
cuma apa yg mnarik prhatian aku pd si 'gadis ayu' yg sorg ni ialah, dye mgutuk Islam mcm la Islam ni mak bapak dye yg cipta sndiri. hurmmm
yg kelakarnye, aku dpt tahu, mak dye christian, tp ayah dye Islam. hurmmm
astaghfirullahh ksian ayah dye.
dye kutuk Islam, Nabi Muhammad SAW. Siti Khadijah, Aisyah, smua la.
yg paling myakitkan, dye kutuk ALLAH SWT, mcm kutuk kawan sndiri.
ALLAHUAKBAR..
thnx kpd kwn aku yg bg link pd twitter minah ni. then dpt la aku bce smua bnda yg dye letak kt situ.
kwn2 aku christian jugak, tp xdela mngutuk org lain or agama lain mcm dye ni, apatah lg open2 pulak tu. alahaii..
tp kan.. satu je aku nk ckp, aku xla pulak rse mrh mse bace smua tu. ntah la.
mybe sbb aku tau hnya ALLAH yg mampu bawa dye ke jln yg benar. xde gune nye kita bertekak dgn dye, sbb hati dye dh btol2 benci pd Islam. btol x??
dan lg satu, dye kutuk malaysia. hushh tu satu lg hal tu.
tp aku pndg sebelah mata je. tw knp??
sbb dh mcm adat, indonesia dan malaysia mcm brmusuhan.
aku suke gak drama2 indon dlu, tp lps kes gaduh bsr malaysia-indonesia, aku give up.
tu yg gle korea pulak tu. haha
aku ade la jugak kwn2 indon kt fb. baek je dorg ngan aku. xcrik psl pon. hurmm xtw la..
aku xde la kata yg aku sokong or defend sgt artis malaysia ni. byk jugak yg dorg buat aku xsuke. and byk je bnda yg artis dorg buat aku xstuju.
tp xde la aku condemn smua org mcm tu je, kn?? hurmm
btol la kot. those social networking sites mmg benarkan org bg pndpat. tp mslhnye org dh slh guna utk sentuh sensitiviti pihak lain pulak. ish ish ish
akhirnya, aku doakan yg terbaik utk gadis manis yg sorg ni.. dye prempuan jugak, mcm aku.
mmg aku mcm takat ckp je, xbuat ape2. tp kita pon xbole wt ape2. so yg aku bole buat hnya lah doa kan smoga ALLAH buka pintu hati dye.
AAAMMMIIIINNNN :D


sudah2. aku nk tutup cte yg mnyentuh snsitiviti kaum ni. huhu
tak suke ckp psl bende2 mcm ni sbnrnye. tp dh ade pihak yg agak melampau. 
aku cuma bg pndapat aku pulak. tu je. okayy2. out.



Monday, 12 December 2011

sakit hati. T^T ohh FAKER!

wahaha mmg skrg sangat sakit hati.
i'm working on the blog we made for deary MBLAQ so, i went and logged in my facebook account just now.
and u know what??
what??
this one fake user of facebook yg gune name one of the members of MBLAQ.
he (or maybe she) did something yg disgust me! :(
hmm maybe i'm just too overacting. ntah la.
nk kate fake, mcm ye. tp mcm boleh btol jugak. hmm
tp aku hnya prcaya pd twitter dorg je. ntah la. aku prnh bnci this one actor sbb dye suke tgk **** kn. so, kalau la mcm ni rupe si polan ni jugak, xkan la aku kne tinggalkan MBLAQ jugak??
it was only 5 months since i became a very fanatic fan of MBLAQ. x aci la mcm ni T^T
argghh hate you faker! :( idk. i know i shouldn't say this but.. you know the feeling when we see someone or some people we love or admire so much do something tht we dislike the most, kan??
ntah la. to this dear faker (i do hope you're fake), please. stop embarassing him. 
or are u really an antifan of him?? urggh however, i do wish u r fake.
cuz it dissapoints the most if this really comes from the real person.

i think thts all. hope tht this pain will just go away. xmau la xsuke MBLAQ pulak , kn? jahat punye org! MBLAQ, I LOVE ALL OF YOU , okayy? :)

Sunday, 11 December 2011

sleepiness.

yup. the 2nd. huhh ngantok sbnrnye.
as u know, smlm i slept at 4.45 a.m. kes crik template lawa2 utk blog xdijumpai. :P
hoooo then pg td bgun mmg mata bengkak! *shouldn't sleep in the first place kn?? :)
nothing to share, just this video tht might attract ur attention 
*anyone. i do mean ANYONE*
this MV has been listed as one of my fav MVs. haha 
its an old MV, however. just because of the appearance of tht PRINCE CHARMING,
i started to love this MV very much! :D

havent watch it?
 here it isss :))


thts all. in love already. aarrrggghh my prince charming was just 18 when this video was shot! haha so innocent. my sweet boy :)

okay2. gotta go. internet xbg on lme2. huh xgune btol. tataa :)

a new post. :)

yup. the new blog, with the new me.
knp??
cuz no more tears, no more suffering, and no more YOU. 
hurmm YOU??
yupp. YOU, a girl whom I loved so much. no. i mean the GIRLS whom I loved so much. its LOVED okayy??
orr maybe prsaan tu hnya pd slh seorg. arggghh xphm ehh?? kejap.kejap.


ha.. ingt ini? hurmm so should i say this is a thing of the past? should i??
cuz now.. this picture looks like this...





haisshh. ntah la. i may not be as intelligent as SHE is. and i'm not as pretty as SHE is. but i'm happy being who i am right now. i'm happy that i'm still being the best of me even if this kind of ME is making her sick or hating me. the thing of the past made me realised how a happy friendship can turn into a very painful memory of life.
thnx my dear. you taught me EVERYTHING.
i'm not blaming u. not at all. just.. u know.. it's a memory that u won't ever want to remember.

NURUL AZIDA MANSOR.
thnx for always be there for me. I LOVE YOU
thts the only thing tht i can do. saying tht i love and appreciate our frendship so much.

NUR HAZWANI IZZATI MAD JELI.
a name tht i miss so much. huhh i cant lie to myself. no i cant.
i miss tht SUPER S we made before. uhh no. you and azida made it last time. remember??
urghh its 2.05 a.m and i still cant get my sleep. i miss u and i miss azida too. how should i forget??

i know i hate saying this but its a goodbye to the old US, as u said, the past is still the past.
aku dh xsanggup hidup bawah byg kau lagi. u may have forgotten me, but sadly, i haven't.
hopefully, this is the end of our tragic story. 
*haha kes tgh dgr lgu 0330.*
and i hope u'll be happy with ur new bestfriends who used to be mine too. and i know u are. 
bce blog kau pon dh tw. *opps kantoi usha blog dye. ahh trbukak je. jumpe dlm fb. no worries. thts the 1st n last tyme i'll be reading ur post my dear. no worries*

to my dear azida;
i love u. i miss u. and i hope u do too :D


again. this is the new AINNUR ATIRA MOHAMMAD SERI okayy??
currently in love with ...


this guyy.. erm. he's PARK SANG HYUN. kenal?? :D ouhh dear.. I LOVE YOU

urgghhh hotiess :)) love u, ALL OF U! :D


oh yeah! thts all. nk selubung bdn. sseejjuuukkk :) nighty night! :D